I’m a Bit of a Slow Worker

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I’m a bit of a slow worker.

I love writing but I don’t find it easy.
I spend entire days writing and redrafting two hundred words.
Then I spend more days redrafting the same two hundred words.
On and off I return to those two hundred words again, and again, for months, or years.
I like buffing and refining sentences.
Picture books suit me.
I’m a bit of a slow worker.

Some writers write novels.
Some writers blog every day.
Some writers have huge daily word counts.
I could never be a journalist.
I’m a bit of a slow worker.

Sometimes publishers comment favourably on my writing style.
They ask if I’ve considered writing a novel.
They’d like to see a novel of mine.
That’s flattering but – thousands and thousands and thousands of words?
I’m a bit of a slow worker.

I’m not much of a planner.
I start with a screaming idea and see where it takes me.
I had an idea for a children’s novel.
I told it to go away.
I can’t write a novel.
I’m a bit of a slow worker.

But it wouldn’t go away.
It kept on screaming.

So I started to write.
Without a plan, I started to write it.
It was hard.
Very hard.
Too hard.
I put it away and pretended that it never was.
But it still was.
And it still is, waiting.

My agent said it could be ‘amazing’.
That’s flattering but – a novel?
I’m a bit of a slow worker.

The idea of a novel is overwhelming.
But I’m trying.
Maybe one day it will be finished.
Or maybe one day it won’t.
We’ll see.

I’m a bit of a slow worker.

I’m a Bit of a Slow Worker © Katrina Germein 2010

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10 Responses to “I’m a Bit of a Slow Worker”

  1. Teresa says:

    Hilarious! You may be slow but you ARE funny!

  2. Rachel says:

    Being a slow worker isn’t necessarily a bad thing! At least you write well because you put in the time and effort. Sure some writers blog everyday but what is more important, quantity or quality? :)

    Great post!

  3. Lovely. Much better than the verses I would write, which would no doubt have to include the link “I’m a bit of a procrastinator”.

    It’s a sad creative truth that a muse cannot be rushed. :-)

  4. KatApel says:

    Well – I think you wrote that poem especially for me, Katrina. Thankyou for taking the words right out of my fingertips – before I’d even thought about them.

  5. Katrina says:

    Thanks everyone. Um, I didn’t actually mean to write a funny post or a post in verse or a poem, which goes to prove that I’m not much of a planner and maybe I’m slow in more ways than one! xx

  6. Karen Collum says:

    Great post! I think being aware of your own style is fantastic. I’ve discovered I actually love the freedom of churning out words in a full-length novel (although editing 75,000 words is turning out to be rather time consuming!!) but I’m still drawn to the selective simplicity of picture books. I don’t think I’m as patient as you or Kat, however, and I suspect that your careful, methodical, non-rushed style is responsible for the amazingly high quality of work that you produce. I’m learning to slow down, I promise!

  7. Katrina says:

    Hi Karen, it seems your comment is quite a bit longer than all the others! Seriously, thanks for your lovely comment.

  8. Yay for all us tortoises in the world of writing! Every time I read a post, a blog or a tweet from someone who wrote thousands of words in a day I am thrilled for them but a bit nervous for me – because I will be lucky if I have managed 400. But it seems I am not alone after all!!!

  9. Janeen Brian says:

    Like you, Katrina, I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE the slow.juicy pondering of picture book words.

    But like you, I’m challenging myself to write novels. And there’s some fun to be had there as well – though in a different way.

    Janeen

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